I heard the call of the revolution to overthrow the order and subvert the class structure, but the revolution gasped and wept in the ruins of the text, and he fully knew that the revolution was doomed to loneliness in the end.
In fact, beauty may be loneliness
For thousands of years, human beings have been thinking and thinking, and it is doomed to be futile to limit loneliness.
I’m lonely. I can understand and need someone to listen to, but I’m accompanying me through the lonely years.
My dialogue is my monologue.
July 1, 2007
Volume 1 Lust and Loneliness 1
Loneliness is that theme I’ve alway wanted to talk about.
For a long time, I got up early every day to read the newspaper, and I vaguely felt a lonely voice behind the incident, because I felt lonely thoughts behind these lively and rolling news. My explanation is that I vaguely felt a long-neglected and forgotten loneliness hidden in the depths of my heart in this hurried city.
I try to interpret the news from another angle, no matter who is right or wrong, but to find that faint sound.
So I heard the pronunciation of loneliness of all ages, roles and classes. When the island was wearing a CD that exposed personal privacy, I felt the loneliness of being watched. At that moment, who would she talk to? Who might she talk to? Where is she now? What is her loneliness? These questions have been swirling in my mind for a long time.
I believe that this is a legal judgment, a moral judgment, and a part of law and morality, but people who are in the field of literature and beauty pay attention to re-examine and listen to the minds of these characters. When we point at the characters in the event with the noise of the news media, we are not listening to other people’s minds, but are used to speaking constantly.
Taiwan Province is an increasingly lonely society.
I grew up in Taiwan Province at several different stages of development. When I was a child, my tutor was strict and I didn’t have much chance to speak. My parents always thought that children would say the wrong thing when they took a bite. I remember many taboos and words at home during the New Year, and I couldn’t say death or death homonyms. Every December, my mother would say strange things to me, but she would blurt them out and be punished at this time. Later, my mother couldn’t take a red note and put it on the wall, saying no matter what she said, it was gone.
At that time, there were a lot of constraints to say something on my mind or express some languages, so I became deeply attached to my writing. When I was reading a role dialogue or monologue, I felt lonely, but the loneliness was deep. At this moment, I miss it because there is something full in loneliness.
Nowadays, the information is more and more developed, and it passes very quickly. In addition to words, you can also answer the answering machine, short message, real machine, eail, etc. Every time you come back from a trip, you often have to kill most junk letters before you can read them.
However, the meeting is getting more and more lonely
I feel lonely in recent years, whether I watch TV or listen to the radio, allin programs are everywhere. The silent era is gone, and everyone is expressing their opinions. But in an allin, I feel that modern people are doubly lonely, especially in the process of allin, because the time limit is often tens of seconds.
Say that finish was interrupted.
Everyone was in a hurry to speak, and everyone didn’t finish his speech.
The rapid and advance communication technology can still take care of that huge and desolate loneliness in our hearts.
I suddenly wanted to ask the interrupted audience what to say, and I wanted to call him. In fact, in that case, the host would be panicked, so in the end, allin didn’t even have a chance to speak directly. Then I saw the numbers on both sides beating and beating on the screen.
I want to talk about this kind of loneliness, because people have no chance to face themselves, and they are repeatedly stimulated to throw away their hearts but talk to themselves.
Volume one, lust and loneliness
People are afraid of loneliness
I want to say that there is nothing wrong with loneliness. Loneliness becomes bad because you are afraid of loneliness.
When you are driven by loneliness to find a way to stay away from loneliness, you will be in a terrible state, because it is difficult for others to get along with others. Getting along with others will make you feel a great sense of emptiness and make you tell yourself that I am lonely and I am lonely. I have to break this loneliness. You have forgotten that trying to break loneliness quickly is the cause of great loneliness.
Loneliness is different at different ages.
All my friends at my age had a secret crush on someone in the middle ages for many years. The other person’s unconscious experience was to write poems and diaries to express their feelings. It is hard to imagine that the words in the diaries would be so slender and beautiful at that time, because it took a long time for us to describe our secret crush one by one. Is this an unhappy and unsatisfied lust? I’m afraid it’s not necessarily true now that I look back. We are in love with ourselves.
For many people, the first object of love is that they have developed their beautiful side in the process of unrequited love, and then they will stare blankly in the shade and want to know what life is, and they will wear more clothes and walk past the unrequited love, hoping to be noticed. I mean, when you have a crush on someone, your life is changing and developing from it to perfect me.
A few years ago, when I was a master, a girl came to class every day with eyes that didn’t get enough sleep. She told me that she had four identities at the same time, each role had a different name and code, and people had different personalities. I was curious to know this way of making friends with young people. I would contact the brain and contribute to her.
Lust loneliness is qualitative and good or bad. Lust is something that will never change. You are eager for another body to know more about hugging or loving you after physical development. Your name can be because people come to be lonely. Plato wrote fables more than 2,000 years ago. Everyone is split in two. An endless individual is looking for the other half all his life, but he may not find it because there are too many people who have been split.
When you find it, you think you will never find Plato in a feast. This great fable says that loneliness is human nature.
For a long time, we all tried to find the other half, because once in a lifetime, we can recognize whether it is right or not, but now it’s different. I gave birth to her in four identities, and she thinks she has made great efforts to find the most suitable half, but I wonder if it is because she has more opportunities than me.